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Just reached home after fetching precious her back for her tution , i wonder somehow , i have friends , a great girlfriend , great family , but not the Studies , Money and the control over my mood sometimes . But whenever , i see my friends , family or peipei i would gladly cheer myself up . What's wrong with me . Why do i feel depressed sometimes . How can i feel stress when im not working hard enough and How can i feel uncontented when i've peipei already ! I wonder , Psycology , why is it so so amazing . I can have everything , but im not contented cause of money and studies . Im not working hard enough for both , its either im lazy or i don't feel like it sometimes . Ah , im sucha fag . But Still , looking at peipei smiling or caring looks i will feel ofcourse a little smile . Gahh , i should let go of myself sometimes , cry out all the stress , depress and uncontented feelings . STUDIES AND CASH , I NEEED MORE OF IT . I NEED ALOT ALOT MORE . CAUSE I WANT TO STRIVE FOR IT , NOT USING MY PARENTS MONEY , THE SHARES , THE BANK OR EVEN THE INHERITANCE AT ALL . FAG , I WANT TO BE SUCCESSFUL MYSELF , ITS HARD , FAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG . Going to Meet Gc , Cs , and maybe benny with jun feng later . I hope , i've the time to go to a beach , and scream everything out like that time with liting . But this time , its me and PeiPei :) HurrHurr , i know your reading this kayy fat face , ILOVEYOU :D . But Still , i think im being a fag , feeling uncontented cause of this 2 things when i have the other 3 . Anyway , i saw a girl when i was with peipei , she agreed that the girl was very cute too kay ! VERY CUTE , 2 DIMPLES , ON LEFT AND RIGHT CHEEKS , CARESSA SAID HER NAME WAS NICOLE . SHE WEARS A BLUE BAG AND HAS VERY SHORT TIED HAIR ! IF YOUR READING OR YOU KNOWW ME , ADD ME IN MSN K , ME AND PEIPEI WANNA KNOW YOU . OH GOD , YOUR LIKE PIKACHU REAL LIFE HUMAN VERSION K -.- . yea , im ending this post , quite shag now .

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Yea , i miss you all then you all miss me :)

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Stressed , Depressed , UnContented . Thursday, July 2, 2009, 3:13 PM Seeing this makes me smile :D Just reached home after fetching precious her back for her tution , i wonder somehow , i have friends , a great girlfriend , great family , but not the Studies , Money and the control over my mood sometimes . But whenever , i see my friends , family or peipei i would gladly cheer myself up . What's wrong with me . Why do i feel depressed sometimes . How can i feel stress when im not working hard enough and How can i feel uncontented when i've peipei already ! I wonder , Psycology , why is it so so amazing . I can have everything , but im not contented cause of money and studies . Im not working hard enough for both , its either im lazy or i don't feel like it sometimes . Ah , im sucha fag . But Still , looking at peipei smiling or caring looks i will feel ofcourse a little smile . Gahh , i should let go of myself sometimes , cry out all the stress , depress and uncontented feelings . STUDIES AND CASH , I NEEED MORE OF IT . I NEED ALOT ALOT MORE . CAUSE I WANT TO STRIVE FOR IT , NOT USING MY PARENTS MONEY , THE SHARES , THE BANK OR EVEN THE INHERITANCE AT ALL . FAG , I WANT TO BE SUCCESSFUL MYSELF , ITS HARD , FAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG . Going to Meet Gc , Cs , and maybe benny with jun feng later . I hope , i've the time to go to a beach , and scream everything out like that time with liting . But this time , its me and PeiPei :) HurrHurr , i know your reading this kayy fat face , ILOVEYOU :D . But Still , i think im being a fag , feeling uncontented cause of this 2 things when i have the other 3 . Anyway , i saw a girl when i was with peipei , she agreed that the girl was very cute too kay ! VERY CUTE , 2 DIMPLES , ON LEFT AND RIGHT CHEEKS , CARESSA SAID HER NAME WAS NICOLE . SHE WEARS A BLUE BAG AND HAS VERY SHORT TIED HAIR ! IF YOUR READING OR YOU KNOWW ME , ADD ME IN MSN K , ME AND PEIPEI WANNA KNOW YOU . OH GOD , YOUR LIKE PIKACHU REAL LIFE HUMAN VERSION K -.- . yea , im ending this post , quite shag now . Bye :( Don't miss me People Don't think this is dumb Read all of the above all over again . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Yea , i miss you all then you all miss me :) Labels: RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PEIPEI IS FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT .